Books
August 23, 2017 lmdietzel
“It is what you read when you don’t have to that determines what you will be when you can’t help it.” –Oscar Wilde
A Course In Miracles
The Nature of Consciousness: Essays on the Unity of Mind and Matter
The Power Of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment
The Secret Teachings of All Ages
The World’s Religions
There Is Nothing Wrong With You
Waking Up: A Guide to Spirituality Without Religion
The Brotherhood of the Screaming Abyss
The Harvard Psychedelic Club
The Psychedelic Experience
Psychedelic Medicine
The Road to Eleusis
True Hallucinations
Welcome to the page of Books ~ stories that have helped guide the search
I’ve always been a voracious reader but fiction – science fiction, mostly – has been my usual choice. Now I find myself grabbing one after another of books about The Now, spiritual traditions, philosophy and quantum fields – to name a few of my new post-awakening reading topics. When looking at the growing stack of books on my desk, it feels like I’m back in school again and my brain is loving the exercise! (And it sure beats reading the daily news.)One immediately noticeable thing about experiencing the mind-blowing reveal that is an awakening – it leaves the ‘bar of incredulity’ significantly raised. In other words, the awakening was so stunning, it loosened the grip of the cultural conditioning that would otherwise keep me closed off to ideas that don’t align with my conditioning, ideas like ‘chakras’, ‘shakti’ and ‘shamans’. Losing these blinders has revealed a whole new (to me) library of material with very esoteric, persuasive, strange and challenging philosophies about the world and everything in it. There were books about a probability field giving rise all matter, lectures about advanced antediluvian civilizations, images detailing ancient Egyptian rituals used to alter consciousness, and films on secret Nazis bases(!) in Antarctica(!). Whatever my eye landed on, I tried to take in, however strange the idea, I attempted to make a space for it. And there are some very … very … strange ideas out there.
On this page, I’ll share all the books I’ve read that either answer questions – or raise interesting new ones – about the nature of the consciousness and reality. Given that my interests and experiences with the spiritual, the sciences and the psychedelic are all informing my search, there is by default also an enormous backlog of classics texts and I’ll be sure to include these as I become aware of them, even if I may not get to read them all in this lifetime. And I’m always in the market for hearing about more – please drop me a line if you have a book on these topics to recommend!
( … but seriously though, something is up with Antarctica.)
top photo: Amador Loureiro sidebar photo: Sindre Aalberg
The Red Book Paintings
A gallery of images painted by C.G. Jung into the original Red Book. Click on the images to see text and notes from Jung and the book’s editor, Sonu Shamdasani.
The Red Book
![]() | The Red Book (1930) Carl G. Jung, PhD I am never surprised to hear spiritual teachers refer to the Bible or the Buddha - these are the types of sources I expect to hear quoted by those speaking about nondual consciousness. I was, however, initially surprised to hear so many teachers call back to the insights of Swiss psychoanalyst Carl Gustav Jung. From Catholic priests to physicists, from philosophers to psychonauts, the number of people teaching in the nondual space who've been influenced by C.G. Jung is impressive. And what most influenced C.G. Jung? According to the man himself, it was his experiences during the years of 1913 to 1917, as seen in this quote from the book's opening pages: "The years, of which I have spoken to you, when I pursued the inner images, were the most important time of my life. Everything else is to be derived from this. It began at that time, and the later details hardly matter anymore. My entire life consisted in elaborating what had burst forth from the unconscious and flooded me like an enigmatic stream and threatened to break me. That was the stuff and material for more than only one life. Everything later was merely the outer classification, the scientific elaboration, and the integration into life. But the numinous beginning, which contained everything, was then." --C.G. Jung, 1957, speaking on the experiences recorded in 'The Red Book' While continuing to maintain an active clinical practice and family life, Jung spent his evenings and weekends during these years discovering and documenting the "visions", "fantasies" and "imaginations" he encountered while exploring altered states of consciousness. Originally recorded in a series of journals, by 1915 Jung began transcribing his notes into a 400-page book specially ordered to accommodate the illuminations and illustrations he wanted to add to the text. Jung updated and expanded this book repeatedly over the years but never published it, keeping it instead on a shelf in his office to share with selected students and colleagues, many of whom referred to it not by the name Jung had embossed on the spine (Liber Novus, or 'New Book') but as "The Red Book" due to the bright red leather cover. Though many believe Jung intended to eventually publish the book, that he did not do so before his death left the decision to his estate, which initially refused to publish. But after 13 years (!) of editing by Professor Sonu Shamdasani, the book was finally brought to the public in 2009 to the delight of psychonauts everywhere. So far I've only read bits and pieces of the book as I can't get past the images (and related footnotes), which I've poured over for hours. Being fascinated by how human psychology expresses itself through images, I can only imagine the insights hidden within the choices (by Jung or by the collective mind?) of the specific colors and forms in each image. Some images remind me of ayahuasca art, some remind me of my own visions and still others seem to invite contemplation. Regardless, images from such a mind as Jung's - and from a time when this mind was discovering its broadest dimensions, no less - are definitely part of the draw here. In full, the book contains a reproduction of Jung's original handwritten text and images, a full translation, notes from the translator and editor, an epilogue, appendix and over 350 footnotes, many of them long and full of interesting comments from the editor. It's like book and meta-book, all in one. I'm sure the hardcover edition is a beautiful thing to behold but if you're looking for the free option, the website Stillness Speaks has you covered. There are also many resources about the Red Book - I found this series of lectures from Professor Lance Owens a helpful orientation to Jung, the book and the context of its creation. |
Psychedelic Medicine
![]() | Psychedelic Medicine: The Healing Powers of LSD, MDMA, Psilocybin, and Ayahuasca (2017) Dr. Richard Louis Miller et al In case you're wondering what is meant by 'psychedelic medicine' or why a growing number of people are advocating for this research, here's the author making a case that's about as good as any I've heard so far: "When we expand our consciousness we liberate ourselves from the slavery that is inherent in all cultural and institutional systems. The slavery derives from repetition of daily life until the behavior becomes institutionalized, thereby creating culture. Rigidified, institutionalized culture is the ultimate peer pressure, which stifles, dominates, and controls both creativity and consciousness expansion. Once a person ingests a psychedelic medicine and experiences the Deep Within and expanded consciousness, there is no going back to narrow consciousness and constricted thinking. What has been seen cannot be unseen. Once we experience alternate realities we can never again say this is the only one reality. When we experience ourselves as electrochemical beings of light, as molecules stuck together taking material form, our lives take on new meaning. Psychedelic medicine can facilitate our using the power of the mind to change our very genetic structure. We can change the slings and arrows of outrageous genetic misfortune into a Cupid's bow of a sculpted self." --from the Introduction to 'Psychedelic Medicine'Clearly Miller's strong belief in the importance of psychedelics informs his book, a collection of interviews with many of the leading psychedelic researchers of today such as ethnopharmacologist Dennis McKenna, psychiatrist Stanislav Grof, MAPS founder Rick Doblin and psychedelic advocate Amanda Feilding. In the interviews we hear a bit about the history of earlier research, the nature of consciousness and other interesting asides as each scholars discusses their research and its implications for the future with author Richard Miller, an American clinical psychologist, radio host and founder of the highly regarded Cokenders Alcohol and Drug Program. Recent headlines have been alerting us to the promise of psychedelic medicine for any number of applications - PTSD, mental illness, terminal illness - and this book offers a timely way to get caught up on much of this important research. |
The Harvard Psychedelic Club
![]() | The Harvard Psychedelic Club: How Timothy Leary, Ram Dass, Huston Smith, and Andrew Weil Killed the Fifties and Ushered in a New Age for America (2010) Don Lattin Being relatively new to the psychedelic scene, the swirl of new names was initially a bit confusing. Speakers would refer to 'Leary' or 'McKenna' as if we all knew - of course! - who is being talked about. Meanwhile, I'm googling to see which version of 'McKenna' gets the most hits so I can figure out the guy's first name and why people are talking about him. After a few years of this (and just when I think I've got a handle on this who's who), another few names pop up on the radar - Houston Smith and Andrew Weil. “They came together at a time of upheaval and experimentation, and they set the stage for the social, spiritual, sexual, and psychological revolution of the 1960s. Smith would be The Teacher, educating three generations to adopt a more tolerant, inclusive attitude toward other people's religions. Alpert would be The Seeker, inspiring a restless army of spiritual pilgrims. Weil would be The Healer, devoting his life to the holistic reformation of the American health-care system. And Leary would play The Trickster, advising a generation to "turn on, tune in, and drop out." --from the introduction to 'The Harvard Psychedelic Club'Actually, I did recognize Weil's face from his work with integrative healthcare models but was unaware of his role in the psychedelic sixties. But thanks to Lattin's book, the way in which all four men - Weil, Dass, Leary and Huston - deeply influenced the cultural revolution of the 1960s has been more fully revealed. To be clear, these aren't the usual stories of acid trip bus rides or commune living adventures but tales of academic in-fighting, political upheaval and personal relationships amid genius-level intelligence. Lattin's writing style is quick and dispassionate, letting the color of the events and characters shine through. And in a nice surprise, Lattin devotes the eighth chapter to (brief) revisits with each man, giving the reader some sense of how these experiences continued to unfold in their lives. The final chapter, 'Conclusion', also offers keen insights about the lessons time has continued recover from these events. Overall, an excellent read for anyone interested in the psychedelic culture. |
The World’s Religions
![]() | The World's Religions (2009) Huston Smith For many people, an awakening brings a new perspective to the topic of religion. For me, having earlier become convinced all religions were doing more harm than good in the world, it was an chance to re-hear the grain of truth at the heart of these texts, a lesson oft-repeated by the nondual spiritual teachers of today. Once it felt safe to go back in water, as it were, I became fascinated once again by these traditions, this time diving into the deeper significance and symbolism contained within these texts and rituals. There is so much human psychology buried in our religious practices and I do enjoy listening to (or reading) an experienced scholar lay bare the multiple layers of lessons about human nature and history hidden within. “What a strange fellowship this is, the God seekers in every land, lifting their voices in the most disparate ways imaginable to the God of all life. How does it sound from above? Like bedlam, or do the strains blend in strange ethereal harmony? Does one faith carry the lead or do the parts share in counterpoint and antiphony where not in full-throated chorus? We cannot know. All we can do is to listen carefully and with full attention to each voice in turn as it addresses the divine.” ― Huston Smith, 'The World's Religions: Our Great Wisdom Traditions'Case in point, this classic book by Huston Smith, renown religious studies scholar, popular professor and bestselling author. (Originally published as The Religions of Man in 1958.) In his book, Smith introduces the basic structure and teachings of the most prominent traditions: Hinduism, Buddhism, Confucianism, Taoism, Islam, Judaism, Christianity and primal religions. His approach to the subject - working from the inner dimensions of each religion rather than their institutional structure - provides the reader with instruction that is factual and informative yet manages to open up the heart of each tradition. I highly recommend the book to anyone looking to introduce - or reintroduce - themselves to the spiritual landscape of the world today. |
The Road to Eleusis
![]() | The Road to Eleusis: Unveiling the Secret of the Mysteries (1998) R. Gordon Wasson, Albert Hofmann, Carl A. Ruck As the U.S. begins to confront the legacy of misinformation and missed opportunities resulting from this country's 'war on drugs', a space is also being made to re-examine the historical role of psychotropics in ancient cultures and religions. From books on Jesus' use of visionary plants to lectures about the ancient Egyptians' use of psychedelics, old and new theories on the topic seem to be springing up regularly. “Some theophanies seem to occur spontaneously, while others are facilitated by ways that seekers have discovered - one thinks of the place of fasting in the vision quest, the nightlong dancing of the Kalahari bushmen, prolonged intoning of sacred mantras, and the way peyote figures in the vigils of the Native American Church. We do not know if, on the human side, it was anything more than absolute faith that joined earth to heaven on Mount Sinai, or when three of Jesus's disciples saw him transfigured on Mount Hermon, his face shining like the sun and the clothes dazzling white. The Greeks, though, created a holy institution, the Eleusinian Mysteries, which seems regularly to have opened a space in the human psyche for God to enter. The content of those Mysteries is, together with the identify of India's sacred Soma plant, one of this two best kept secrets in history, and this book is the most successful attempt I know to unlock it." --Huston Smith from the preface to 'The Road to Eleusis'Before there were the religions and cathedrals of today, there were mystery schools, societies run by priests who conducted carefully orchestrated ceremonies, usually lasting several days, in which initiates prepared for and then experienced a ritual meant to expand spiritual awareness; the Eleusinian Mysteries of ancient Greece may be the most famous example, with students like Plato, Sophocles and Pythagoras. While the rituals themselves may be lost to time, the question of whether psychotropic plants were used during these ceremonies appears to be settled, thanks to the work of a mycologist, a chemist and a classicist. Wasson (the mycologist) and Hofmann (the chemist) present their findings in the first two short chapters of this book before Ruck ties it all together in the third chapter, 'Solving the Eleusinian Mysteries'. This short book concludes with a review of the supporting documentation and an appendix from Peter Webster on the chemistry of the kykeon. I read this book at the recommendation of Terence McKenna and I'd second his suggestion; it's an informative glimpse of our long history with psychoactive plants and the clever ways in which we've embedded and transmitted this knowledge throughout our history. |
True Hallucinations
![]() | True Hallucinations: Being an Account of the Author's Extraordinary Adventures in the Devil's Paradise (1994) Terence McKenna I am usually disinclined to investigate the personal lives of teachers - at least not beyond the numerous personal stories many offer to their audiences. But upon hearing numerous direct and indirect references to either this book or the events it describes, curiosity - and Terence's exceptional wordsmithery - got the better of me and I made the time to take in this story of the psychedelic adventures of the McKenna brothers at La Chorrera in the Amazon Basin. “In the days following that first mushroom experience, the lives of my brother and I underwent a tremendous and bizarre transformation. Not until Jacques Vallee had written 'The Invisible College' (1975), noting that an absurd element is invariably a part of the situation in which contact with an alien occurs, did I find the courage to examine the events at La Chorrera and try to fit them into some general pattern. I have told various parts of our story over the years, never revealing the entire incredible structure to any one listener, knowing full well what it seems to imply about our mental condition during the time of the experiences.” ―Terence McKennaIn 2017, Dennis McKenna published his account of the La Chorrera adventures in The Brotherhood of the Screaming Abyss. True Hallucinations is Terence's account of these same events - and what a wonderfully told account it is. But here I should come clean and confess - I didn't read the book but listened to Terence read his book via this nice YouTube share from PhilsMind. It's a funky rendition - natural and psychedelic sound effects and folk rock songs are sprinkled throughout - which adds a touch of the fittingly surreal to the story. But best of all, it's the author reading his words as he meant them when he wrote them - always an enjoyable way to 'read' a book. (FYI - Terence appears to be reading a slightly different version of the book than is currently on the market.) |
There Is Nothing Wrong With You
![]() | There Is Nothing Wrong With You: Going Beyond Self-Hate (2001) Cheri Huber If you are looking for a warm, loving hug in book form, your search has reached its end. From the welcoming words of the title to practically the last word of the last page, this book is full of encouragement and simple wisdom. “At some point, now or later, you're going to have to risk being you in order to find out who that really is. Not the conditioned you, not the you you've been taught to believe you are - who you really are. And this perhaps will be the scariest, the most loving, the most rewarding thing you have ever done.” ―Cheri Huber in 'There Is Nothing Wrong With You'Printed in various large fonts and augmented with simple line drawings and cartoons, these 200+ pages serve as both a quick, heart-warming read and a nice reference book for short lessons or daily meditations. But don't be fooled by the informal appearance of the book; Cheri is an experienced spiritual teacher with a clear understanding of how the conditioned egoic self develops and then maintains the stories of self-criticism that we all have playing in our heads. This insight, combined with Cheri's special brand of loving and compassionate writing, results in a book containing both practical tools for detaching from egoic chatter as well as many warm words of healing wisdom. Definitely a good book for the newly awakened and aware. |
A Few Books on Egypt
Along with the movies and videos I just posted about, a number of books on ancient Egypt have also landed on my radar, one of which I’m not sure I’ll live long enough to finish … What I wouldn’t give to have a year to just read.
![]() | Magicians of the Gods: The Forgotten Wisdom of Earth's Ancient Lost Civilization (2015) Graham Hancock Graham picks up the themes he introduced in Fingerprints of the Gods - a lost civilization brought advanced technology to various continents after a global cataclysm destroyed their island home - and introduces all the new geological, archeological and astrological evidence that's continued to emerge over the last two decades in support of this view. “At six thousand or more years older than the stone circles of Stonehenge, the megaliths of Göbekli Tepe, like the deeply buried megaliths of Gunung Padang, mean that the timeline of history taught in our schools and universities for the best part of the last hundred years can no longer stand. It is beginning to look as though civilization, as I argued in my controversial 1995 bestseller 'Fingerprints of the Gods', is indeed much older and much more mysterious than we thought.” --Graham Hancock, 'Magicians of the Gods'Based on a few recent videos from Graham, it sounds like new evidence from several monolithic sites continues to surface so I'm not sure how up-to-date even this recent book might be. Regardless, I found it a good introduction to Graham's theories about the emergence of ancient cultures. An amusing note - this book, along with Graham's many YouTube lectures on this topic, also exposes the slow but inexorable acceptance by 'the establishment' of the startling ideas Hancock and others first saw rejected 20+ years ago. |
![]() | The Temple of Man (1957) R. A. Schwaller de Lubicz Mathematician, mystic, author and Egyptologist Rene Adolphe Schwaller de Lubicz (1887 - 1961) is probably best known for this book of over 1000 pages in which he delivers insights that he, archeologist Clement Robichon and Egyptologist Alexandre Varille developed on the symbolique, science and spirituality of the ancient Egyptians. In Schwaller's words: "The purpose of this book is, first, to show the means of expression used by the Ancients to transmit knowledge, and to supply the evidence for it through the temple of Luxor - an exceptional work that actually represents man - and, second, to present an outline of the doctrine of the Anthropocosmos, the guide to the way of thinking of the sages.' “There is a sacred science, and for thousands of years countless inquisitive people have sought in vain to penetrate its “secrets.” It is as if they attempted to dig a hole in the sea with an ax. The tool must be of the same nature as the objective to be worked upon. Spirit is found only with spirit, and esoterism is the spiritual aspect of the world, inaccessible to cerebral intelligence. Those who profess to reveal the esoterism of such teachings are charlatans.” --R.A. Schwaller de LubiczIt was the content related to the 'thinking of sages' that caught my interest. I'm sure it's in there somewhere but, for reasons I note in the previous post, I haven't actually finished this book. Or actually started it. I did read the Introduction, though, and found that all the warnings and tips from those who'd recommended and warned about picking up Schwaller were quite true - it is An Undertaking. It might have to do with reading an English translation of a French author who thought in German. And it most certainly has to do with Schwaller's writing style: this must be about the densest text ever written, certainly the densest I've ever read (now you've been warned). Practically every sentence requires consideration and every paragraph a deep ponder, no doubt the result of the enormous amount of information the authors were attempting to record and communicate. And yet it was a joy, in a way, to discover hundreds of pages of detailed explanations of the ancient Egyptian wisdom traditions. But tempted as I was to continue my journey into its pages, I ultimately postponed further reading of The Temple of Man until I had a better understanding of the changes to my consciousness that had driven me to the book in the first place. In light of the fascinating discoveries that continue to emerge about this ancient culture, I'm very much looking forward returning to this massive work, along with his smaller supplementary texts. |
![]() | The Temple in Man: Sacred Architecture and the Perfect Man (1949) R. A. Schwaller de Lubicz Wanting to introduce the Egyptology community to the controversial ideas he'd developed from his studies of the temple at Luxor, Schwaller published this short book of essays even before he completed his research in 1951. In this book, Schwaller lays out his discoveries that the temple was constructed to represent and teach the physical and spiritual functions of the human body. In eight illustrated chapters, Schwaller summarizes key concepts related to numbers and symbols before reviewing some of the evidence from the covered temple, the 'head' portion of the temple. “"Man is the individualization of all the functions, affinities, and powers of the Universe ... Consciousness is the Measure of individualization, rendering actual that which is virtual in the cosmic harmony. Man is the Microcosm, Consciousness is the 'Temple in Man'." --Schwaller de Lubicz, 'Temple in Man'What I especially enjoyed about this book and some of the videos from the previous post are the random explanations the authors include about some of the common hieroglyphs. No more do I just look at these images and wonder what they all mean but now I can see the meaning behind a (very) few of the familiar symbols, statues and structures - which just makes me more curious about the rest! If you're looking for an introduction to Schwaller's pivotal work, Temple of Man, and don't want to invest in 10 lbs (literally) of coffee table books, these essays are excellent sampling of his larger work. |
![]() | Sacred Science: The King of Pharaonic Theocracy (1961) R. A. Schwaller de Lubicz Sacred Science is Schwaller's examination of the apparently unique form of governance practiced by the ancient Egyptians, a people who enjoyed a largely peaceful and prosperous civilization for over 3000 years. Instead of a government based strictly on lineage, democratic ideals or religious doctrine, Schwaller contends the culture is structured around a science that's developed by spiritual practices - a sacred science. "Among those who have thus been led astray, the so-called alchemists of our time are of particular interest to us. They belong neither to the physicists nor to the dreaded "mystics" of pre-Lavoisier times, as they imagine they can identify atomic energy from Spirit, the origin of matter. May these few seekers understand that they must not allow themselves to be deluded by a rational science which is leading the world to disaster; as they willingly let themselves be called utopians, they might as well accept the principle of a sacred science that testifies to a divine science." --Schwaller de Lubicz, 'Sacred Science'As of this writing, I haven't yet finished the book. I will note that, anxious as I was to get to the 'good stuff' about Egyptian symbols, I was initially disappointed to find Schwaller starts with a look back to some of the key myths and symbols of human history. But it was a helpful grounding and I continued to appreciate the tidbits of esoteric knowledge about familiar Egyptian symbols scattered throughout. As I was reading, I realized I especially enjoy listening to West, Hancock, and Schwaller because of the candidness of their writing. Much of what I've previously encountered about Egypt seemed more intent on maintaining mystery, whereas these fellows are trying to convince and so readily divulge one curious fact after another, all of which is far more compelling than more romantic but less informative explanations. In any case, the book is proving an informative and interesting account of the 'science of transformation' held sacred by the ancient Egyptians. |
![]() | Serpent in the Sky (1979) John Anthony West J.A. West addresses a few areas in this book. First, he summarizes and restates a number of Schwaller's key findings with the intent of making them more accessible to readers reluctant to follow Schwaller's denser descriptions. And second, West's updated the book with new evidence that's emerged since the first publishing and which continues to build the case for a much earlier construction date for the Sphinx. “Central to all these interlinked themes was that curious irrational, phi, the Golden Section. Schwaller de Lubicz believed that if ancient Egypt possessed knowledge of ultimate causes, that knowledge would be written into their temples not in explicit texts but in harmony, proportion, myth and symbol.” ―John Anthony WestAs this is largely a restating of Schwaller's work, there is not much in the way of new information, excepting the data specific to J.A. West's more recent work with the Sphinx. But until I can retire and devote my brain to a reading of The Temple of Man', this book, together with Sacred Science and The Temple in Man, combine to provide a good introduction to many of the pivotal discoveries that drove Schwaller and others to continue exploring the origination and spiritual wisdoms of ancient Egypt. |
A Course In Miracles
![]() | A Course In Miracles (1972) Dr. Helen Schucman “The mind is very powerful and never loses its creative force. It never sleeps. Every instant it is creating. It is hard to recognize that thought and belief combine into a power surge that can literally move mountains. It appears at first glance that to believe such power about yourself is arrogant, but that is not the real reason you do not believe it. You prefer to believe that your thoughts cannot exert real influence because you are actually afraid of them… There are no idle thoughts. All thinking produces form at some level.” ― A Course in MiraclesI have a conflicted relationship with this book. An uneasy, lifelong commitment, if you will. It's ... awkward. If you've started at the beginning of this blog, you've gotten a clear sense by now (because I keep mentioning it) that I'm no fan of organized religions. And yet, the moment I heard Eckhart Tolle describe and then recommend this book during one of his seminars, I bought it and started it that day (Kindle!). Twp things might make that surprising, the first being that the book was written by channeling. Yeah, I know … "Channeling!?" … Weird. And, AND! the book's not just channeled but the channeled spirit is that of Jesus. Yes, that Jesus. How's that for some weirdness to challenge the ol' cultural conditioning? Needless to say, my egoic self was feeling a bit ... conflicted as I was reading this book. “It is essential to remember that only the mind can create, and that correction begins at the thought level…spirit is already perfect and therefore does not require correction. The body does not exist except as a learning device for the mind.” ― A Course in MiraclesAnd yet this book is The Book that brought about the profound "re-awakening" that I posted about here. This was the book that filled my head with the practical instruction I was craving to better understand the awakening - and also a book full of references to "the Father" and "the Sonship" and "the Holy Spirit", phrases that grated on my anti-religion ear. I would literally have to stop reading every few pages, when the 'thou' and 'thine' and 'holies' were coming fast and furiously, and 'scrub' my mind; "ok, when I read 'the Father', I'll think 'Source, for 'God', I'll think 'Source', for 'the Sonship', I'll think 'all humanity'. I can do this!" And then back in I'd go because I couldn't take it in fast enough. This book provided my first exposure to the story I was seeking about why this is all happening. Why a single Source consciousness would hide itself as individual minds, each cloaked in forgetfulness and living out a life against an illusory backdrop of time and egoic identity. Why leave an eternal paradise to experience separation and suffering? What's that about? What lesson is meant to be learned here? This book landed in my hands at the time I was becoming focused on these questions and the explanations and instructions the book offered effortlessly clicked into place. A Course in Miracles will be one of my key resources as I continue exploring my inner self. |
The Nature of Consciousness
![]() | The Nature of Consciousness: Essays on the Unity of Mind and Matter (2017) Rupert Spira Within the sciences there is what's known as 'the hard problem of consciousness' - the missing explanation of how consciousness arises from physical matter, as materialist science claims. "I hope … to bring the non-dual understanding out of the closet of dogma and esotericism and reformulate it in a way that is accessible to those who seek understanding, peace, fulfilment and friendship beyond boundaries; who do not feel the need to affiliate themselves with any particular group, tradition or religion; and who have become wary of referring to any doctrine, authority or institution at the expense of their own direct experience." -- Rupert Spira, 'The Nature of Consciousness'In this collection of essays, Rupert attempts to persuade the reader that the time has come for humanity to release these old materialist ideas about reality and evolve to new understanding of human consciousness, an understanding he goes on to describe with his usual penetrating insights. I have always found Rupert's meditations especially effective for confronting the illusion of ego; this book offers many of the same kinds of sharp perceptions and, with its essay format, is a handy tool for quick refreshers. |
A New Earth
![]() | A New Earth: Awakening to Your Life's Purpose (2006) Eckhart Tolle Immediately upon gaining even a small understanding of the awakening experience, I began wondering what my new role in this world would be. Wondering ... then worrying ... then planning ... then trying not to plan. Over the weeks, 'wondering' became 'impatience' and I turned to my growing stack of books in the queue for any about 'purpose'. “Give up defining yourself - to yourself or to others. You won't die. You will come to life. And don't be concerned with how others define you. When they define you, they are limiting themselves, so it's their problem. Whenever you interact with people, don't be there primarily as a function or a role, but as the field of conscious Presence. You can only lose something that you have, but you cannot lose something that you are.” ― Eckhart Tolle, 'A New Earth'But as Eckhart explains at the start of this book, the 'purpose' in question is 'awakening'. And as millions of people have come to find out, Eckhart is very effective at crafting the verbal pointers to help awaken the mind to the Now. Though I had already awoken, as it were, the book still helped me identify the things within me, my life, and my way of thinking that must have shifted to allow this profound encounter to make its way past my egoic self. So even if the book did not hand me the keys to unlock a specific purpose (damn!), it definitely helped propel me down the path to further clarity about the awakening itself. Good stuff. |
Waking Up
![]() | Waking Up: A Guide to Spirituality Without Religion (2014) Sam Harris “Until that moment, I had viewed organized religion as merely a monument to the ignorance and superstition of our ancestors. But I now knew that Jesus, the Buddha, Lao Tzu, and the other saints and sages of history had not all been epileptics, schizophrenics, or frauds. I still considered the world's religions to be mere intellectual ruins, maintained at enormous economic and social cost, but I now understood that important psychological truths could be found in the rubble.” --Sam Harris, 'Waking Up'I first encountered Sam Harris in his role as neuroscientist; he was being interviewed about an article he'd written on the topics of consciousness and free will. But it was his side comments on religion that caught my attention. As I mention in the "About" story, based on what I had experienced and observed of organized religions, I was no fan and Harris' well-researched and articulate critiques struck a chord. But as the quote above makes clear, an awakening brings a recognition that, at their heart, most wisdom traditions and religions have a truth to them. The same truth. This insight rang very loudly in my mind after the awakening. Harris uses this book to tell the story of his own awakening and to share instructions for a attaining a direct spiritual experience through contemplation - and sharing interesting tidbits about the brain along the way. Even though I read this book after experiencing an awakening (spoilers!), I still found it helpful to hear his insightful interpretations of this experience. |
The Brotherhood of the Screaming Abyss
![]() | The Brotherhood of the Screaming Abyss (2012) Dennis McKenna I've been on a McKenna brothers kick lately, first listening to Terence inspire curiosity about the psychedelic space and then to Dennis, a well-known ethnopharmacologist, thoroughly detail the psychotropic chemistry. “Psychedelics are not suppressed because they are dangerous to users; they’re suppressed because they provoke unconventional thought, which threatens any number of elites and institutions that would rather do our thinking for us.” ― Dennis McKenna, 'The Brotherhood of the Screaming Abyss'The title might suggest the book is primarily about the brothers' pivotal experience at La Chorrera since 'the Brotherhood of the Screaming Abyss" was the name the McKenna's gave to the small group they joined for this trek through the Amazon. But Dennis actually treats us to a much richer tale that begins with a few good stories about the McKenna ancestors before starting with the brothers' early childhood years in Colorado (speaking of which, I love this cover photo). We don't get to the days in La Chorrera until about halfway through the book and it's worth the wait as Dennis' retelling of the event is captivating. Having heard both Terence's (True Hallucinations) and Dennis' account of that psilocybin-fueled adventure, I can only say I soooo wish I could have been a fly on the wall, so to speak. to have witnessed the wildness. It's easy to see why this experience had such a profound impact on both men. The book goes on to describe a number of other notable happenings in the lives of the brothers - the timewave theories, ayahuasca trips and the like - before concluding with Dennis' account of his brother's death in early 2000. |
The Power of Now
![]() | The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment (2004) Eckhart Tolle Eckhart begins this book with the story of how he came to be a spiritual teacher before going on to write that this book represents the essence of his work. Since it was written in 1999, some may wonder if this statement still holds true. Having listened now to many an hour of his recent meditations and lectures, I'd agree that this book captures the essence of the wisdom Eckhart Tolle is still sharing today with audiences around the world. He uses a Q&A format, the content coming from lectures, counseling sessions, and seminars. I found this format to be a penetrating way of shining a light on the illusory nature of ego and the nature of the true self. The book also provides numerous practical teachings on how access and stay connected to our true nature. “Time isn’t precious at all, because it is an illusion. What you perceive as precious is not time but the one point that is out of time: the Now. That is precious indeed. The more you are focused on time—past and future—the more you miss the Now, the most precious thing there is.” --Eckhart Tolle, 'The Power of Now:'What I especially appreciated about this book is the straight-forward, eye-to-eye nature of the writing, perhaps because the message is not always easy to take. Accepting the 'death' of the ego identity is experienced as a substantial challenge by most people; this book provides the mental concepts - the pointers - to more clearly perceive the egoic self and awaken from its illusion. |
The Secret Teachings Of All Ages
![]() | The Secret Teachings of All Ages (1928) Manly P. Hall I came upon this book early in my digging - loved it, couldn't get enough, wanted volume two immediately. Or a nice long chat with the author. After an informative summary of philosophical history laid out in the 22-page introduction, the author uses the meat of the book to make another mad dash through history, this time summarizing the many wisdom traditions he finds along the way. The book did a marvelous job of tying together so many of the little trinkets of information about religions, human history and philosophy that I'd picked up along my lifetime. There were lots of 'oh! so that's where that came from' moments waiting for me in this book. "(This book)… is dedicated to the proposition that concealed within the emblematic figures, allegories, and rituals of the ancients is a secret doctrine concerning the inner mysteries of life, which doctrine has been preserved in toto among a small band of initiated minds since the beginning of the world." --from the introduction to 'The Secret Teachings of All Ages'Details on symbols and teachings from the Druids, Hermes, the Gnostics, the Jewish and Christian traditions, ancient Egypt - the variety of spiritual teachings covered is impressive. This book reaches far (back in time) and wide (across many traditions) and so makes a persuasive case, to my mind, that a single core doctrine runs through the spiritual stories we've created over time to tell us who we are, where we come from, and why we're here. |
Childhood’s End
![]() | Childhood's End (1953) Arthur C. Clarke As a fan of all things sci-fi, this book had long been on my radar but it never got read until I heard two speakers mention it within a few days of each other; even I can get that hint. “No utopia can ever give satisfaction to everyone, all the time. As their material conditions improve, men raise their sights and become discontented with power and possessions that once would have seemed beyond their wildest dreams. And even when the external world has granted all it can, there still remain the searchings of the mind and the longings of the heart.” --Childhood's EndI'm so glad I waited to experience this story as I have a much different take on the ending now than I would have earlier. It's just the perfect sci-fi book for the newly awakened, in my opinion, and I don't think there's much more to say about it than that. |
Infinite Potential
![]() | Infinite Potential: What Quantum Physics Reveals About How We Should Live (2013) Lothar Schafer Dr. Schafer gets right down to business with his title for - Chapter 1: Materialism is Wrong: The Basis of the Material World is Nonmaterial. "Behind the visible surface of things is the infinite ocean of possibility. Its waves are so beautiful and inviting. "What a wonderful world," Louis Armstrong sings. What a wonderful life, in which the playful waves in the cosmic ocean dare you, tease you, and play a game of hide-and-seek with you, all the time hoping that you will catch one and turn it into a beautiful poem, a painting, a song, or a wonderful act of human kindness." --Lothar Schafer, 'Infinite Potential'This book is an excellent explanation of the key concepts in quantum physics which are leading many in the sciences to consider a new non-materialist model of the universe and of life itself. Instead of seeing all forms and things as made of hard, dead matter, Dr. Schafer uses the recent developments in his field to demonstrate how all form is arising out of a field of interconnected and infinite potential. He goes on to describe how this field, which can arise to become anything, transforms into the 'material' forms we perceive all around us. (There's a good interview with Dr. Schafer available to subscribers of E. Tolle's website - a snippet is posted on youtube) So, a field that can be anything … exists around and in all things … It may sound like we're talking about The Force but those who've altered their consciousness to encounter the vast presence of Source consciousness (the God Mind, the Over-soul, The One Mind ...) will quickly recognize the similarities. |
Supernormal
Supernormal: Science, Yoga, and the Evidence for Extraordinary Psychic Abilities (2013) Dean Radin, PhD In his recent book, Dr. Radin explores a fascinating question; what would we learn about the validity - or lack of same - of psychic phenomenon if we analyzed the anecdotal information we've recorded over the years with scientific rigor? "Gaining a deeper understanding of consciousness will play an increasingly important role in twenty-first -century science. If the evolution of knowledge in this century exceeds that of the last, which seems likely, then we can look forward to a future that's likely to redefine our concepts of reality far beyond any of the strangest concepts we've encountered so far." --Dean Radin, 'Supernormal'After a nice walk-through of yoga's origins and its shorter history in the U.S., Radin focuses on the 'supernormal' abilities linked to the yogic siddhis (powers achieved by advanced meditatives) during his detailed analysis, using data from controlled experiments in peer-reviewed scientific journals. (I definitely picked up some tidbits about my newly reinvigorated yoga practice!) Radin also takes a quick look at some of the other methods people use to alter consciousness: extreme sports, psychedelics and shamanism, for example. And because there are so many methods, many people end up encountering the 'supernormal' at least once in their lives. It is for this reason, Radin argues, that a belief in spirit beyond form has persistently arisen in all human cultures. After further discussing the way in which beliefs color our perceptions, Dr. Radin dives into a thorough examination of the experimental data surrounding each of the siddhis; it gets pretty deep into math and statistical explanations but if you're up for it, the book makes an interesting case about the nature of 'supernormal' phenomenon. |
The Psychedelic Experience
The Psychedelic Experience (1964) Timothy Leary, Ralph Metzner, Richard Alpert Since my awakening came by way of psychedelic mushrooms, reading up on the topic has become my new favorite past-time. It used to be gaming ... I miss gaming. "You must be ready to accept the possibility that there is a limitless range of awareness for which we now have no words; that awareness can expand beyond range of your ego, your self, your familiar identity, beyond everything you have learned, beyond your notions of space and time, beyond the differences which usually separate people from each other and from the world around them. You must remember … millions have made this voyage." --The Psychedelic ExperienceBy now I've listened to at least a few dozen people recount their psilocybin experiences; the descriptions that have so far resonated with me most are found on the pages of this book. No surprise, perhaps, considering the group of experienced psychonauts who are the authors. They've combined their experiences to both describe the psychedelic experience and help prepare those getting ready for their own explorations. The book is only about 100 pages, which was fortunate as I was immediately hooked by the clear, practical and yet compassionate writing and couldn't stop until the end. As I read, I could feel the echoes of my own journey burbling up in the background; I'd say these three nailed something essential about the psychedelic encounter. And the way the authors set their descriptions against backdrop of the Tibetan Book of the Dead provides a nice peek into a details of that tradition. (I'm sure I encountered the essence of the Tibetan's Bodhisattva Chenrazee during my first frantic journey back to Source.) I highly recommend this book for anyone wanting to prepare for their own spirit quest with a few possible spoilers on board. I will definitely be reading this book again. Free pdf version |